Kurt cobain death photo

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“To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven’t felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.

For example when we’re back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn’t affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can’t fool you, any one of you. It simply isn’t fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I’m having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I’ve tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it’s not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they’re gone. I’m too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

On our last 3 tours, I’ve had a much better appreciation for all the people I’ve known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can’t get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don’t you just enjoy it? I don’t know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can’t stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I’ve become.

I have it good, very good, and I’m grateful, but since the age of seven, I’ve become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I’m too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy, Kurt Cobain.
Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar.
Please keep going Courtney
for Frances
for her life which will be so much happier without me.
I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!” kurt cobain death photo

On April 8, 1994, Kurt Cobain's body was discovered in a greenhouse room atop the garage of his Seattle area home. Authorities estimate he had tragically committed suicide three days earlier. Scroll through RadarOnline.com's gallery to see the police photographs from the scene of his death. WARNING: GRAPHIC PHOTOS

A box of shotgun shells was discovered near the musician's feet. He had used a bullet from the package to kill himself.

Police confirmed the singer's identity by looking at a license in his wallet.

A suicide note was discovered stuck in potting soil with a pen through its center. Garbage, including candy packages, were scattered everywhere. "I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now," Cobain wrote, in part, in the message. "I feel guity beyond words about these things."

New photos from the scene of Nirvana frontman Kurt Cobain's April 1994 suicide have been released by Seattle police, who recently took another look at all their collected evidence from the case.

Updated 3/30: Even more new photos (six, bringing the total to 15) have been released. The newest images can be found at the top of the series of images below.

According to Detective Mike Ciesynski, authorities took this action knowing that media and fan interest would be heightened as the 20th anniversary of the singer's tragic death approached. “I was requested to look at the case because I’m a cold case detective, because it is 20 years later, and it’s a high media case,” Ciesynski told local television station KIRO. “There were always these conspiracy theorists out there, and so I was asked to look at the case and review it.”

This work included developing four rolls of film previously deemed not essential to the investigation. The police are quick to state that nothing in these new photos has caused them to change their original determination that Cobain killed himself on April 5, 1994. But after initially saying they would not release any further images from the crime scene, they have shared the 15 photos displayed below.

New Kurt Cobain Crime Scene Photos: