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“To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven’t felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.

For example when we’re back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn’t affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can’t fool you, any one of you. It simply isn’t fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I’m having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I’ve tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it’s not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they’re gone. I’m too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

On our last 3 tours, I’ve had a much better appreciation for all the people I’ve known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can’t get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don’t you just enjoy it? I don’t know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can’t stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I’ve become.

I have it good, very good, and I’m grateful, but since the age of seven, I’ve become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I’m too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy, Kurt Cobain.
Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar.
Please keep going Courtney
for Frances
for her life which will be so much happier without me.
I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!”

Один из величайших гитаристов всех времен (по версии Rolling Stone) Курт Кобейн родился в маленьком городке Абердин на севере США в 1967 году.

Он ушел из дома в 17 лет, жил у друзей и знакомых, а в средней школе несколько лет пытался создать собственную рок-группу. Попытки увенчались успехом: в 1989 году группа Nirvana выпустила свой первый студийный альбом «Bleach». По словам самого Курта, он пытался совместить поп-музыку со звучанием Beatles и экстремальным панк-роком.

В 1991-м вышел альбом «Nevermind», который через месяц после появления стал платиновым. Многие критики до сих пор называют его одним из лучших альбомов в истории музыки. Третью и последнюю студийную пластинку In Utero группа выпустила в сентябре 1993 года. Nirvana стала самой известной группой 90-х, играющей в стиле гранж.

Несмотря на внезапную славу, Курт Кобейн оставался бездомным, продолжая ночевать у друзей. Когда ему сказали, что его показывают по телевизору каждые три часа, музыкант ответил: «Не замечал этого. В машине, где я живу, нет телевизора». Судьба самого музыканта трагична. Он покончил с собой в 1994-м году после затяжной депрессии и проблем с наркотиками.

Группа Nirvana просуществовала меньше десятилетия, ее лидер прожил всего 27 лет, но оставил огромный след в истории и повлиял на десятки музыкальных групп современности, включая Thirty Second To Mars и Limp Bizkit.

Малоизвестные фотографии Кобейна и «Нирваны» — в фотогалерее «Газеты.Ru».